Pain

It is much more secure to be fear than to be love. To fear, you have nothing to hope nor wish for, you will feel no disappointment nor hurt in later on. Some phrases from drama/movie say before that, to have love in life because life is beautiful...

To be able to put whole heartedly in a love without any doubt is a brave move as the ending might not be fairy tale moment after all. A song keep playing in my mind..

"To find the place I love the most,
  where the fields are green to see you once again,
  my love" - Westlife

Move on is what my mind tells me to do but my heart....

Wait

Are we emotional or rational human being? Decisions which made based on rationale that seems right but heart don't agree with the mind...

When you ask me to wait for you.. I am touched at that moment but also scare at the same time... Heart tells me wait.... My mind tells me do not put hope on it as it may hurt you.. I wanted to believe but ...