Pain

It is much more secure to be fear than to be love. To fear, you have nothing to hope nor wish for, you will feel no disappointment nor hurt in later on. Some phrases from drama/movie say before that, to have love in life because life is beautiful...

To be able to put whole heartedly in a love without any doubt is a brave move as the ending might not be fairy tale moment after all. A song keep playing in my mind..

"To find the place I love the most,
  where the fields are green to see you once again,
  my love" - Westlife

Move on is what my mind tells me to do but my heart....

Wait

Are we emotional or rational human being? Decisions which made based on rationale that seems right but heart don't agree with the mind...

When you ask me to wait for you.. I am touched at that moment but also scare at the same time... Heart tells me wait.... My mind tells me do not put hope on it as it may hurt you.. I wanted to believe but ...

A new journey

Life is full of turning point... When you expect less, something unexpected will come on your way... When you expect more, for me, it is always not the happy result... There's lots of stuff going to come on my way and I know I just need to face it... Hope that I can overcome all of it and it just go smoothly...

A new journey

It has been tough.. I never knew my feeling would be so sad when the day actually come.. Stay strong is the only words I keep telling myself as there will be lots of things for me to face soon...